damn machine gun kelly. you never ever disappoint me. the lyrics, the beats, the collaborations you hooked up on this mix-tape were incredible. lately i haven’t been myself. all i’ve been doing is putting your music on repeat day in and day out. and you seem to be the only thing that can ever get me out of the mindset that i’m in and give me hope to stay positive. i can never thank you enough. this mix-tape has put the words i’ve been dying to say down. Her song, Letter to My Fans, Halo, and even Hold on, damn. I really cant live without your music. The hope that you give me that i can one day achieve my dreams as i watch you live yours motivates me and makes me so determined. Even though you haven’t met me i feel as if you’re the only one who gets me and understands what i’m going through. i haven’t gone through half the shit that you had to go through and my childhood was far from rough but there are things that i’ve never been able to say. my adoption for one has never been okay with me. my family loves me but i would love to know the real side of me. you fill the empty space of my unknown. you allow me to believe in myself and know that no matter what everything is eventually going to be okay and just because i don’t know my whole life story doesn’t mean i cant rewrite the new pages that haven’t happened. You are my biggest inspiration to keep living every single day. I thank god that i found you and your music. thank you for giving me hope and the determination to continue with my dreams. no matter what it takes. and i promise, i will rep EST until the day i die. you forever have my heart and soul. <3 #LaceUp